Okay so I am finally going to post again!
I thought being able to stay home meant I would have all this extra time to develop new hobbies, clean the house until no end, cook dinner every night, and actually keep up on the blog! I was so wrong. I seem to barely find time to do my hair every day! But I absolutely love being a mom. I have never been happier than I am now spending time with my sweet Clara. Now to be completely honest the first two weeks were terrible! I did not enjoy it at all. I had a terrible rash that spread over my entire body. I was constantly itching..more than I have ever itched in my life! I was not sleeping and instead I was pouring cold water all over my body..and that was when Clara was sleeping. Then just trying to adjust to motherhood. I would say that is enough in itself. And this rash lasted for three weeks and then went away...but just for a week and then it came back! I went to three doctors including a dermatologist and no one knew what it was. AND I could not take anything for it because I am nursing. Oh it was terrible. THEN on top of that Chris and I both got the swine flu at the same time! Thank goodness for my mom or I don't know how we would have done it. But luckily Clara never got sick. I was so grateful for that!!!!
So it has kind of been crazy but things seem to finally be balancing out and I am enjoying motherhood more than I ever could have imagined. Clara is the sweetest little girl! I love her more than life itself, it is a love I could never explain. I love watching her change and she changes every day! She now smiles so much and oh boy is she a talker! She loves to babble. And she is growing so big already! I can't believe she is almost three months old already! She is so plumpy and I love it! I love to squeeze her cute little rolls!
Oh and just a few days ago she found her thumb! Now she loves to suck her thumb! It is so cute..I am just worried it will be a hard habbit to break. And she has this fake little cry that I love. She just wants all the attention and if she does not have it she lets you know. What a little drama queen already. Well there is the cry now, so I will update more later.